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Sophia is an eighteen year old dreamer, lover, skater, deviant, singer, artist, actress. model, rebel, lazy bum, otaku, frag doll, coffee-addict, pessimist, single-and-pretending-to-be-happy-about-it, overscheduled, undersexed, buys any magazine that says 'healthy body image' on the cover and every two years takes up knitting for...a week.

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bored... Sunday, August 27, 2006 |

I was tagged by miss hazel

Rules:
1. Emphasize all lines that apply to you.

I wish I was a different ethnicity.
I have an eating disorder. --> I dunno, i probably do.
I'm short.
I'm tall.
I think I'm really attractive.
I prefer winter over summer.
I'm a geek.
I'm a shopaholic.
I'm reasonably intelligent.
I'm attracted to girls. --> xD
I'm attracted to boys.
I like British accents.
I smoke regularly.
I drink regularly.
I smoke socially.
I drink socially.
I get drunk easily.
I do drugs.
I will never date a bad kisser.
I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
I'm religious.
I'm not religious but have morals.
I lie frequently.
I'm impulsive.
I'm hardworking.
I liked "Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind."
"She's All That" is one of my favourite movies.
I'm good at History.
I speak more than two languages.
I enjoy taking pictures.
I like spending money on myself.
I like spending money on others.
I have a regular income.
I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
I pay my own bills. Water and Internet.
I rely on my parents for money.
I can cook. --> Egg, sausage, rice...the basics.
I enjoy cleaning.
Tidyness is a must in my life.
I like clutter.
My idea of good music is Britney Spears. --> Good for karaoke-ing!
I have heard of Blonde Redhead.
I enjoy Blonde Redhead.
I'm fashion-conscious.
I have good taste.
People tell me I have good taste. --> If by "people" you mean Nica, and by "taste" you mean boys, then absolutely yes.
I excel academically.
I'm told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
I'm good at sports.
I'm good at certain sports. -->Actually, one sport.
I couldn't do sports to save my life.
I'm creative. -->Hee!
I'm artistically inclined.
I wanna be an artist when I grow up.
I wanna be an engineer when I grow up.
I eat when I'm upset.
I cannot adapt to change. --> No, but I find it pretty difficult.
I'm interested in politics.
I have shoplifted.
I download MP3s.
I've done underage drinking.
I've gone underage clubbing.
I can dance reasonably well.
I can dance extremely well.
I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
I can sing. --> Kunyari nalang.
I can sing like someone stepped on my foot.
I can swim.
I enjoy surveys.
I keep a journal. --> duh?
My teachers don't like me.
I enjoy controversy. --> So long as it aint about me.
I can be a bitch/bastard.
I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
I have tattoos.
I've been in a nudist colony.
I'm not sure if I want to have children.
I'm not sure if I'll get married.
I know who I will marry.
I'm interesting.
I'm a good liar.
People enjoy talking to me.
I annoy people from time to time.
I'm a born leader.
I'm a born leader but shouldn't lead.
I enjoy felching.
I have a foot fetish.
I have a shoe fetish.
I watch "Sex and the City."
I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty. --> Not super, but she's fashyown.
I wanna be J.Lo.
I cut myself.
I've cut myself.
I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
I hate popular people.
I think cheerleading is a sport. --> Yeah, why not...
I'm photogenic.
I live in Chucks.
I think graffiti is art.
I have dated a criminal.
I have been cheated on.
I have cheated on someone.
I have a temper.
I like playgrounds.
I dance in the rain.
I'm obsessed with Shakespeare.
I have tanlines.
My favorite color is pink.
My favorite color is black.
I would classify myself as emo.
I'm musically inclined.
I like listening to music.
I like music-blasting cars.
Thongs are comfortable.
I like flip-flops.
I know what monogamy is...
...and I believe in it.
I wanna be a social worker when I grow up.
I have sibling/s.
My siblings annoy me. --> I annoy my siblings.
I think "South Park" is funny.
I believe in LOVE. --> Yeah. Let's hope I never get jaded by it.

messages to some people Wednesday, August 23, 2006 |

our pc is going down! downnnnn!...our pc was infected by a triple x virus that keeps asking its users if they would want to see "young teenage girls in hot and raunchy sex action". eew. no. =( anyway..

friend 1, thank you for sticking by my side. i'm glad that despite all that's happened, you can still see my good side. we get along really well cause you give time to understand my moods and i'm glad that i have you. i seriously would've lost it if you had left me too. when i needed someone to hold and calm me when i was letting out uncontrollable sobs, you were there. and just when i thought that i was the ugliest and meanest person in the world, you still made me feel beautiful, inside and out :)

friend 2, it may seem like a small thing to others but for me, it isn't. i still feel bad for letting you down when you needed me. i apologize for being so rude, backing out on you that same day..i'm really sorry. i promise..i'm going to make it up to you. we may be drifting apart from each other now but i'm still holding on. i know that our friendship is strong enough and that we won't lose it just as easily..there's no way that i'm gonna let that happen. i value you, jae..YES, YOU ARE IMPORTANT TO ME. i miss you..

friend 3, what have i got to say to you? everything that i've been telling you these past few days is true. believe it or not..it is. you know me the way no one else does. all i can say is that i'm proud of what you've become. keep it up..

friend 4, i honestly do not know where we stand. what are we? it's funny how you can make me smile in an instant and suddenly make me frown the minute after. everything's so confusing..but this is how much you mean to me..you are special to me. i don't just give in to someone very easily..it takes a while to get on my good side..yet you found the right spot to tickle. i was on the verge of giving up..i bade you farewell a million times already but i still keep on coming back. it seemed hard at first..but now, i'm just about ready start. i don't mind it at all..i'm willing to risk a lot for this...i guess we just have to make the most of what we have now.

friend 5, i do not know how to begin. you've already heard everything that i needed to say. i just want you to know that i had fun with you. i still consider you as one of my best-est friends. i'm really sad about how things turned out to be..but there's nothing i can do. it's all my fault and i openly admit that i'm the one to blame. i'm really sorry for hurting you. we may not have worked things out and you probably look at me differently now. i just hope that if we get to cross paths again somedy, you'll give our friendship another chance. kay bilis maglaho ng kahapon..minsan ay hindi mo na alam ang nangyayari, kahit na anong gawin..lahat ng bagay ay mayroong hangganan..dahil ngayon, tayo ay nilimot ng kahapon. hindi na mapipilitang buhayin ang ating mga pinagsamahan. kung sakaling gipitin ay laging iisipin na minsan tayo ay naging tunay na magkaibigan..i miss you..

Romeo and Juliet never ended up together.. Monday, August 14, 2006 |

im going to actively post here now (as adviced by my theraphist, to let out my feelings) seriously.

i love the weather today, so rainy and gloomy. no happy kids playing on the streets, no sweet couples walking on the park and the view from our floor is great when its raining.

i really wish it was as easy as sending out a chain letter to ten people to make someone come back into your life, or to find something better than the one before. i don't understand why people think those things work. they don't do a thing. never did never will. i've done a lot of thinking today, i don't know what about honestly. i've felt pretty blank the last two days. i can't figure out my emotions, as weird as that sounds. i haven't been acting myself i can tell everyone is noticing. i feel lost. i don't know what about. i guess i'm starting to make more changes in my life and i just haven't realized. i wish the words would flow easier. and my thoughts weren't so choppy. i know myself. but maybe not as well as i'd like right now? i guess i'm sort of letting people influence the way i think of myself. lately i've been getting stupid phonecalls from stupid girls. telling me this and that. i guess maybe they're jealous. i don't honestly think i'm worth getting jealous over. but i try to be a good person, i really do. i try my hardest to be a good friend, i really do. i promise. i know i sometimes don't think before a speak and i do hurt peoples feelings, and i'm sorry for that. i'm just outspoken and opinionated. i've always been that way.

cute game Thursday, August 10, 2006 |

Anyway, posting just to let you know (my dear readers?) that im still alive and kickin. hehe. i have tapings during earrrrly mornings and u know what i do on the day. *twnk*

How it goes:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
**Im excluding my Jpops (i guess it would not make sense, hehe)

1. How are you feeling today?
With a Smile by Eraserheads
- Hmm, cool... i'm feeling kinda good today

2. Will you get far in life?
Perfect World by Simple Plan
- I dunno, will i have a perfect life? i guess that's good

3. How do your friends see you?
Unwanted by Avril Lavinge
- Hmm..... =(

4. Will you get married?
One Week by Barenaked Ladies
- I guess that means no? Either that or I'll end up in a really bad marriage (a one week marriage =P).

5. What is your best friend’s theme song?
Welcome to my Life by Simple Plan
- Huh. Haha.

6. What is the story of your life?
Trees by Marty Casey
- "It will be you and me up in the trees..... In a world we rule together", =)

7. What was high school like?
Ewan ko by Soapdish
- That pretty much describes my 13 years of all-girls Catholic schooling, haha. "Napapansin mo na yata, nakakahiya naman, gusto lang kitang titigan" yihee.

8. How can you get ahead in life?
Fall to Pieces by Avril Lavinge
- Ay. There's my problem right there.

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
Ligaya by Kitchie Nadal
- We're happy people! Yay.

10. What is today going to be like?
High by The Speaks
- Guess it will be good.

11. What is in store for the weekend?
Bring me Down by Rivermaya
- awww. guess another sad weekend.

12. What song describes you?
Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
- Perfect. I'm such a beautiful disaster.

13. To describe your grandparents?
Skater Boy by Avril Lavinge
- LOL. really?

14. How is your life going?
Cry by Mandy Moore
- Aww. My life is a mess right now.. and i just cry myself to sleep every night.

15. What song will they play at your funeral?
Sige (acoustic) - by 6 Cycle Mind
- aww, its a sad song (the acoustic one) so i guess its alright.

16. How does the world see you?
Halaga by Parokya ni Edgar
- If someone sees my like this, i'll take it. Atleast she/he cares for me.

17. Will you have a happy life?
Eternal Flame by Atomic Kitten
- "Close your eyes, give my your hand, Darling", I guess this is a yes.

18. What do your friends really think of you?
Torn by Natalie Imbruglia
- Hmmm... really?

19. Do people secretly lust after you?
Can't Help Fallin' in love by Micheal Buble
- "But i cant help fallin in love with you..." yihee. really? =p hehe old song. I <3 Elvis.

20. How can I make myself happy?
Idlip by Imago
- I guess i'll take a nap.

21. What should you do with your life?
Time to Say Goodbye by Nina
- =( bad sign.

22. Will you ever have children?
Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield
- I guess we'll never know

tc ppl!. =)