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Sophia is an eighteen year old dreamer, lover, skater, deviant, singer, artist, actress. model, rebel, lazy bum, otaku, frag doll, coffee-addict, pessimist, single-and-pretending-to-be-happy-about-it, overscheduled, undersexed, buys any magazine that says 'healthy body image' on the cover and every two years takes up knitting for...a week.

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If i can dream Thursday, May 11, 2006 |

i love this song. i loved it more when elliot sang it. *giggle*

There must be lights burning brighter somewhere
Got to be birds flying higher in a sky more blue
If I can dream of a better land
Where all my brothers walk hand in hand
Tell me why, oh why, oh why can't my dream come true

There must be peace and understanding sometime
Strong winds of promise that will blow away
All the doubt and fear
If I can dream of a warmer sun
Where hope keeps shining on everyone
Tell me why, oh why, oh why won't that sun appear

We're lost in a cloud
With too much rain
We're trapped in a world
That's troubled with pain
But as long as a man
Has the strength to dream
He can redeem his soul and fly

Deep in my heart there's a trembling question
Still I am sure that the answer gonna come somehow
Out there in the dark, there's a beckoning candle
And while I can think, while I can talk
While I can stand, while I can walk
While I can dream, please let my dream
Come true, right now
Let it come true right now
Oh yeah

Europe Trip |

This past week (month) has been shit for me, and now for the next two weeks (not sure) it'll be just fun, relaxation and summer. So for now, enjoy this pre-made layout and forget about the suicidal layout (i'll finish it when we get home or if i have time at our vacation).

Our vacation will be on Europe. Too bad my parents will not be able to come to this year's trip (but mom will make habol, when we go to Nice on the way home). This year it'll be only us 'kids', me, ate claire, frannie, isabella and hazel (i really hope we dont get lost or something).

So here's the plan. We'll leave on sat evening for Frankfurt and stay there for 7 or so hours while we wait for our connecting flight. We might be able to go around there, i heard it's a nice place, my first time in Germany too. Then we'll be going to Turin (Turino) and stay there for 2 days and 2 nights, Turin is a very nice place, the next best to Rome. Then we'll be riding the train (TGV?) to Marseille. There we'll go around and maybe spend one night and then we'll take a ride to Briancon where we will spend one week on our rest house, Briancon is really a nice place, lots of things to do (it's the highest city in all Europe). Then we'll go to Nice to meet up with mom, again go around and shop (maybe?) then we'll ride a plane to Paris. There it will just be shopping galore for a day (only one day...) before taking a plane to Hong Kong (just a stop over =| ) and then back to Manila. Hopefully before the 28th *wink*.

On the other news, i am deeply addicted to Taylor Hicks @___@ and American idol did an Elvis theme (my favorite performance is from kath singing can't help fallin' in love), very nice =)

so what if you catch me.. where would we fall? Wednesday, May 03, 2006 |

so definitely a lot has happened recently. some good, some bad, some hard stuff, some easy.. just a whole mix. there's been a lot of drama, some people i feel closer to, some people i've lost a lot of respect for, some people i've helped, and some people who've helped me. some things changed, while others didn't, and got better. i really hope that everything is going to go up from here, with no regrets. i have no regrets right now, just hope. it's really kind of hard for me at the moment cuz i'm just remembering all of the really good things. i guess i'm just sort of a mess of emotions, not necessarily bad, just a lot of different feelings. happiness, sadness, feeling torn, feeling lucky, scared, fearful, contemplative. friends, not really friends anymore, boys, sisters, parents. all of it, all of them. school's in there. ragnarok is in there. my ipod is even mixed in lol. just cuz it's messed up which is bad, but plays my music which keeps me sane. the Italy trip is soon. i'm a mix of emotions just for that. scared, excited, ecstatic, a little worried. my last sem in college is always on my mind, just a little anyway. did better on my secong exam than i thought i was going to fail. our 'gig' is this weekend, and i'm really excited for that. there's so much coming up in these next few months, so many changes to come, so much to look forward to, and so much to hope will never come, it just all makes me feel so torn about it all. i just don't want to have any regrets. things don't have to be permanent if they're not meant to be, so if you go with how you feel, then you can't really go wrong. i just plan on following my heart, following my own thoughts, my own feelings, my own passion. i really do feel quite lucky, for everything i have. i have so much. i don't want to miss out on anything, though i'm scared of all i could miss. but I can't live my life that way, i need to live in the moment, live for myself. it's hard to be alone, though in one sense, i am very not alone, i have such nice and caring sisters. i can't really describe where i am in my life, i just feel like sighing deeply and thinking to myself, "everything is okay." because i know it is.




really, i believe it. i just need some help sometimes to remember that. Just a little help to get by =]

btw. i got my first job offer today =)