malboro lights
i was smoking a cigarette on the balcony alone and i became sad all of a sudden. why? innocence. its funny how one second you're living in oblivion, playing with your toys or whatever it might be that we were interested in before and the next you're out smoking, drinking, worrying about things that dont even matter in the long run and all that. its sad that in a certain point in everyone's lives our innocence is taken away and we mature, we worry, we get stressed out, we do stupid things, and every decision we make affects how our lives are going to turn out. i was just thinking that it would be so much better living in oblivion. but then again, that wouldnt be life, would it? argh, i should stop thinking altogether.