i only need myself
Today was such a bad day, it seems like every problem i have caught up to me. i just broke down and cried. Worrying about tomorrow, what will happen, uncertainties, love problems, friends, family problems, school, how stupid the world is.
Today, i was just out, i just dont want to talk to people, i dont want to fake a smile and be my happy genki mode. Because of that i ignored alot of my friends, turned down invites to hang out, i was bitchy i was cursing at some poeple. Or maybe i need those encouraging words.
And then, everybody hates me now, most people are in 'tampo' to me because of ignoring them blah blah blah blah, and the sad thing is. none of them even asked me.. "what's wrong sophie?"
for my so called 'friends'..
maybe you just don't care. maybe you don't care about me. you are not a friend after all. i've done so many things to you. i was always there for you. and at the time i need you the most, all you can do is make it harder for me.
i don't need you. i only need myself.
Today, i was just out, i just dont want to talk to people, i dont want to fake a smile and be my happy genki mode. Because of that i ignored alot of my friends, turned down invites to hang out, i was bitchy i was cursing at some poeple. Or maybe i need those encouraging words.
And then, everybody hates me now, most people are in 'tampo' to me because of ignoring them blah blah blah blah, and the sad thing is. none of them even asked me.. "what's wrong sophie?"
for my so called 'friends'..
maybe you just don't care. maybe you don't care about me. you are not a friend after all. i've done so many things to you. i was always there for you. and at the time i need you the most, all you can do is make it harder for me.
i don't need you. i only need myself.